rant.
and here we are again. stuck in the same rut we never seem to get out of. every single time i think im almost over you, you pull me back and i find my heart buried in yours again. its funny how we re the most improbable couple with all our differences, yet i can never seem to get you off my mind. a part of me wants to move on, but another part signals unwillingness to seperate my life from yours completely. i still care, and i still want you here, but not when youre shit drunk and eager for physical affection. its hard to have to push you away at such times, but its just the right thing to do, cuzwe both know this is just going nowhere and will remain as a load on our shoulders. if anything at all i want a relationship that goes deeper than that.
i wish i knew why we feel the way we do. i hate so many things about you, and vice versa. youre hardly anything of my ideal partner anymore, but youre still stuck in my heart, and its killing me.
okay i really dont know. im tired. fuck everything.
i miss your hand in mine.
We are such Chemicals